lying underneath those stormy skies

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Tue, 01 May 2012 12:12:07 -0400

okay i can’t even HELP

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 12:57:35 -0400

okay i can’t even

HELP

nothing has been more like me. Yesterday when I had work to do...

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 12:57:20 -0400

nothing has been more like me. Yesterday when I had work to do the internet was FASCINATING. Now that I am done and just have to wait until 3, nothing is interesting.

knightmairesoftheinsomniac: Bill Murray…Let’s just appreciate...

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 12:01:34 -0400

knightmairesoftheinsomniac:

Bill Murray…
Let’s just appreciate that for a minute…

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Mon, 30 Apr 2012 12:01:14 -0400

let me live here please

Sat, 28 Apr 2012 23:24:54 -0400

let me live here please

What if someone got a tattoo sleeve of….a sleeve? Like of the sleeve of a long sleeve...

Sat, 28 Apr 2012 19:26:34 -0400

What if someone got a tattoo sleeve of….a sleeve? Like of the sleeve of a long sleeve shirt?

so meta.

I just finished a bottle of laundry detergent I bought at the beginning of my freshman year of college.

Sat, 28 Apr 2012 19:05:43 -0400

esteroh:

this is my roommate and I am proud

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Thu, 26 Apr 2012 13:13:12 -0400

A TREE FULL OF PANDAS nothing can be better than this

Wed, 25 Apr 2012 22:40:03 -0400

A TREE FULL OF PANDAS

nothing can be better than this

Sometimes I feel frustrated because I want to create something but I don’t know what or how. I...

Wed, 11 Apr 2012 01:14:20 -0400

Sometimes I feel frustrated because I want to create something but I don’t know what or how. I have trouble getting my hands to make what my head sees so drawing or painting or anything like that isn’t a fulfilling creative outlet for me.

I only feel like this in the middle of the night when it’s too quiet to play any musical instruments. That’s mostly what I’m good at, music.

I think I will try to make this.

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 16:08:29 -0400

I think I will try to make this.

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Wed, 04 Apr 2012 13:41:29 -0400

I saw a picture of this a few days ago and thought, I should...

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 03:54:43 -0400

I saw a picture of this a few days ago and thought, I should work out more so I can do cool stuff like this.

However, I tried it today and I can definitely do it. No problem. I don’t have the super low body fat percentage that fitness models have but I am strong, strong, strong. I sometimes lose sight of what’s actually important in fitness. I’m 5’5 and weigh 130 pounds. I’m a varsity rower and I also bike long distances frequently and run. I eat fairly well and I drink a lot of water. I’m in great shape.

Lately I haven’t been feeling good about the way that I look because I’m unhappy with my body fat percentage. However, my body works perfectly. I should be proud of what I can do with my big legs and strong back and abs, even though I don’t have super good muscle definition.

All this to say, I’m switching gears a little bit. I do want to lower my body fat percentage, so I will try to eat better and work out more. I need to remember though that I am already strong and I am already beautiful. Yes, I think I’ll be pleased if I drop some weight and fit into a smaller pants size, but that’s very shallow. I should be pleased that I can leg press well over 300 pounds, or bike 50 miles and have nothing worse than a sore butt afterwards. Being skinny does not equal being healthy. Having curvy hips is not bad or a sign of being overweight. I have to remind myself of these things because I don’t really believe them yet.

I don’t have a very good body image and I’d like to change my perception of myself along with getting into better shape/lowering my BMI. That’s going to be my new goal.

melaphantastic: Boppin’ thang.

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 01:55:07 -0400

melaphantastic:

Boppin’ thang.

A seal helping a helpless turtle get back into the water. I...

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 13:44:07 -0400

A seal helping a helpless turtle get back into the water.

I knew seals were fantastic

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Sat, 31 Mar 2012 13:43:11 -0400

This makes me think of Ester

Thu, 29 Mar 2012 16:46:36 -0400

This makes me think of Ester

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Wed, 28 Mar 2012 13:06:09 -0400

blameitonthetetons91: esrose: I want to do this so badly me...

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 14:55:10 -0400

blameitonthetetons91:

esrose:

I want to do this so badly

me too